You are called with a holy calling

The light of the world to be,

To lift up the lamp of the gospel

That others the light may see.

http://www.rbc.org/devotionals/our-daily-bread/2010/04/26/devotion.aspx

How can I turn a deaf ear ?
How can I pretend ?

This haunting calling so dear
So near and so clear.

I no longer live

I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. (Gal 2:20)

Last Sunday I handed a letter saying "Here's my life !"

That night I slept at 10pm and woke up at 1230 midnight. It is a very rare thing for me not to be able to sleep.

I read Galatians 2:11-21 again. The phrase "I no longer live" was hovering over my mind.

I guess that is the verse that the Lord impressed upon my heart as I step into full ministry again in about 1 month time. I need to be willing to be "no longer living" but to allow Christ and His kingdom to take priority in me and my life.

Soli Deo Gloria